I am an arse hole. I am a liar. I have commitment issues. I am a fucked up human being. I get reminded each day I wake up, I see the life I could have had. I see the life I have made. And I wish that I could turn back time. But I can’t. This is the life I have made myself. No matter how I try, I can’t change what I have done. Nor could I ever make it up to those whom I hurt. Yet I still wish I could. I don’t know what else to say. I can’t say sorry because it is a worthless word that I have used and abused. I abused trust, I abused love.
About two years ago, I changed myself. I changed the liar, and became honest. And to be honest. I don’t know why I lied to begin with. I didn’t know what I was doing. Words came out. And then I thought. And by that time. I was worse off.
Im sorry if I ever hurt you. I am sorry…I know its worthless….




